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An Emotional Weekend
I’m struggling today. It’s been a very emotional weekend, and I’m lacking motivation. I’m even having to force myself to write. I feel like often now life is very rushed and very routine. The work...
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Fate.
It’s been too long since I last wrote. I want to try and go back to writing at least every three days because it helps me so much to get my feelings and emotions out. I’ve been feeling very sad...
View ArticleMaking Connections
I wanted to write this days ago, but life has gotten in the way. This past Saturday, Hackie and I had the opportunity to go to an event at Children’s Hospital for bereaved parents. We were nervous as...
View ArticleHappy Thanksgiving Maya
Dear Maya, You get an extra letter this month! Today would have been your first big holiday. We’re here at Mima’s and you would have been here with us. Everyone would have been so excited to see you...
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People are Amazing
I have so much that I could write about! It’s a nice change after two weeks of feeling uninspired/too tired to do anything but stare at the television. This has been such a good week! I try to...
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Six Months
Dear Maya, Hi sweet girl! I’ve felt you hanging around lately. I was feeling quite sad as the holidays approached and then something shifted. I was reminded that you have not been forgotten. I’m...
View ArticleCan a Single Year Be the Best and the Worst?
I have pondered that question and my last blog post of this year for several weeks. The answer is yes. From January to June 16th, almost exactly the first half of the year, I was the happiest I have...
View ArticleNine Months
Dear Maya, Oh my has this month flown by! Mommy has been very busy at work but there still hasn’t been a day when I don’t think of my sweet girl. This weekend, the show that Mommy assistant directed...
View ArticleBig Changes
I’m going to start by backing up quite a ways. As I’ve discussed on here many times, Hackie and I have been trying to conceive our rainbow baby for quite some time now. I have thyroid issues as well...
View ArticleFeeling Blessed at Work
For a while now I have wondered if most people see the loss of Maya as old news. I’ve wondered if people pass judgement on me that I should be “over it” by now. I’ve wondered if people thought it...
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